1298: Earth, Earth by Cyrée Jarelle Johnson

1298: Earth, Earth by Cyrée Jarelle Johnson
Transcript
I’m Major Jackson and this is The Slowdown.
Lately, I have upped my message of abiding by — or living — an ethos of care and compassion; my work in the classroom and on the page has taken greater urgency.
Much of what you hear on The Slowdown is devoted to encouraging us to pay attention to the needs of the planet and each other. On the news, I heard a woman of the cloth plead to a world leader to adopt a spirit of kindness. Her words struck some as inappropriate, and others, as heroic. The footage of bafflement by those in attendance looked like something out of a film. I never took apocalyptic narratives seriously. But I am beginning to better understand their seeds.
Today’s poem imagines a future where children are our caretakers, whose regard, genius, spiritual inheritance, and love will fortify us against extinction, not of our bodies, but the virtues that make us human.
Earth, Earth
by Cyrée Jarelle Johnson
If you love someone, tell them—the planet is dying. Today, I am alone. The sun warps my southern windows. The earth itself is human: horny, sad singular, of changing nature, spiteful— so our love for her cannot be perfect. That was never the promise, for humans love is never perfect, only trying again. Perhaps the try itself is perfect. The feathered thing that does not fly. A gust back in the attic, never out from it. Today, I live in Brooklyn, Baltimore Yesterday: Savannah. Oakland, alone in Jack London Square clutching pink flowers. I ponder prices of spinach, too high for money barely gathered! In pride month! (Perhaps the fairest price is five bucks, but the wage it swipes is eternally gone.) Today, I am in Philadelphia holding a restraining order, photos of my bitten limbs and the poems torn down to their iambs by hands I once chose to hold me. Now I am buying an eighth for that burnt down memory. I’m walking through a flood in thrifted boots, soles a maze of holes, praying on the good of the earth, the earth who, if no one else, is perfect. Riley says the earth is dying. That’s why I want children, I insist, wise black children who are close to their mother, the black earth. Who empathize with her bitten limbs, who sort out her problems with the fast brilliance endemic to all black children. In space they’ll hover above, see what’s to be done. Maybe they won’t have to go it alone. Maybe they’ll have company in other people’s children. Or aliens. Or rocks. (I’ve heard they will cry out under certain conditions, what could they be waiting for?) Or Jesus, surely Jesus cared about the earth, sure, the desert was a tan blur but those gilt views! I assume, however, they’ll be in space. Peeking from round windows overhead, they’ll gaze down at her: walls, tracks that stud her wide waist, her vast, saline cheeks just a face in the dark. Wild green afro unpicked since the dawn of time. They’ll love her perfectly, save her with archaic words my elders knew enough to pass to me. A great chain sent to heal the earth, although healing her imperfectly, partially. We straw up oil from each accident, metabolize the soil meant to kill our mothers, send poison through our bloodline waiting for help she shouldn’t need, the earth looking towards us, indifferent but needful. Tell her you love her. The earth is dying.
“Earth, Earth” by Cyrée Jarelle Johnson from WATCHNIGHT © 2024 Cyrée Jarelle Johnson. Used by permission of Nightboat Books.