April 29, 2020
373: Tracing the Horse
April 29, 2020
373: Tracing the Horse
Tracing the Horse
by Diana Marie Delgado
I’m riding a horse I can’t stop drawing,
a wild one with a whip for a tail.
It’s a song in a dream
whose words burn
my hands like light.
…
The moon’s gone down again.
If you play cards at night,
the Devil pulls up a chair, plays with you.
I believe my Mother—I’m ten.
…
She told me study the moon.
Take a picture and tell the world
what it means, only I wasn’t sure
what the moon would say,
especially to me; I couldn’t
look out the window.
…
We drove to Ensenada,
sailed to an island of squid
that, once hooked,
stained the Pacific.
Over that ocean a dark
so dark it was blue.
…
Maybe Mom’s the horse
because aren’t horses beautiful,
can’t they kill a man if spooked?
…
Mr. Wyrick reads from
the Bible, ties Joseph
to his desk like the pigs
I’ve seen slaughtered
for holy communion.
…
The Devil grabs my feet
to cover them in pollen.
I should stop talking to him.
He turned me into a crow,
put music in me, told me why our plum tree
was called Purple Heart.
…
Mom brushes my hair
asks me to tell time;
when I get it wrong,
she slaps me.
…
On the ocean, gulls made space
for sunlight as we followed him
into the garage to gut
barracuda, shoo flies.
…
I take a book home, read and return it;
a star is put next to my name.
I never read the whole book, just parts,
words in a row, I read for feelings.
"Tracing the Horse," by Diana Marie Delgado, from TRACING THE HORSE by Diana Marie Delgado, copyright © 2019 BOA Editions. Used by permission of BOA Editions.