23: My Father at 49, Working the Night Shift at B&R Diesel
23: My Father at 49, Working the Night Shift at B&R Diesel
My Father at 49, Working the Night Shift at B&R Diesel
by Edgar Kunz
There’s no one left to see his hands
lifting from the engine bay, dark and gnarled
as roots dripping river mud,
no one to see how his palms — slabs of callus
from scouring the long throats of chimneys,
hauling mortar and brick — move
in the fabricated light. Thumb-knuckle
thick and white as a grub where the box-
cutter bit. Split nail grown back
scalloped and crooked. The stitch-
puckered skin. And when they fold into and out
of themselves by the steaming faucet,
when they strip clean, the tap water
running black, then copper, then clear
into the grease-clotted drain
there’s no one to witness the slap
of a wet rag tossed in the break-
room sink or the champ of gravel
in the empty lot. How the stars dim
as morning comes on. How a semi downshifts
on the overpass and the shop windows rattle
as it goes.
"My Father at 49, Working the Night Shift at B&R Diesel" from "Tap Out." Copyright © 2018 by Edgar Kunz. Used with the permission of Houghton Mifflin Harcourt.